today and yesterday was the biggest nightmare in my entire life! i wasn't expecting this to come but cant turn back now.....

cant stop crying and praying that this will soon be over and i hope the result will calm me down... ( i mean,calm us -me and my honey- down) i've been trying not to think about it... been trying to think how to get rid of it but i dont knw how.... 

i wish i dont get this...i wish its all a dream...

for the past 2 days...(sat and sun) gwabe! my eyes are wide awake for 32 hours and i can't sleep.... i got used to this night shift and its killing me! my brain is so sakit and my eyes kulang na lang lumuwa sa sobrang puyat ko! my tummy is getting big, cuz i eat a lot at work, sometimes i feel like vommiting na... i think im sick and i need to see the doctor na! right now, im so tired of checking my friendster cuz a lot of people i dont know just wanted me to add them... hayyy..... its the pic lang naman right?

musta na kaya si ron? sleep pa sya eh... sana katabi ko na lang sya lagi.. before katabi ko sya pero ngayon wala na kasi he moved out from his apt and he's at his parents haus na... kainis! whenever we talk over the phone, her mom's always finding an excuse para ron will hung up na... badtrip... everytime na lang. hayyy...life........

here in the office,lahat ng kasma ko sobrang cool... sobrang nakakatuwa...sobrang kwela as in! all of us has our own story to tell..kaya sobrang hindi boring...ang boring lang is ung WORK namin! damn...

hay...super toxic tlga! whew...grabe... i dont wana get old working in a call center! haha....

well, just thought of writing it in here ... im not really into something like diary...hehe... hmmm...owell, ano bang gagawin ko dito sa isang guy na to! as in sobra,,,hehe,,,wala lang ....

basta, may bf ako eh noh!

hello my dear frnds..hehe..wassup! wala lang...i was just kinda wondering if somebody reads my letters here...anyway,its tuesday and its really weird, kasi im kinda late kanina this morning!haha..(what an english)... tapos mejo lang bangag pa tlga ako...as in eyebugs...hehe...

let me tell you about my job here.. well,its really cool and i get to listen to rx every morning at 6 am... wla lang..try nyo...cool lang tlga un station...hehe..

hay nako... its monday! owell, go to work, work,work,work, then lunch then work and work. got no time to check friendster and myspace and emails.. hmmm...i kinda miss someone...

its kinda weird this past few days...we used to talk a lot and now *puff*... he's gone. i wonder where could he be right now.. in his office? hmmm... i wish he'd call me tonight.. actually, its my brother's fault. he calls every night (i guess) but he doesnt answer call waits. shit! damn.... my brothers' always huggin' the phone!! ggrrrr....